I put myself out there only to be rejected sometimes. Rejection hurts but sometimes it’s worth it?
It’s about time for me to look at my life and see how much it hasn’t worked out for me. It’s about time I get back on the path that God intended for me. Clearly I am doing something wrong, and I have found that something today. I guess not all bad came out of this horrid day.
to feel free for once in my life. For I feel as though my past is so reluctant to release it’s strong hold on my present thoughts.
How is it that something that I once held so close to my heart could be the same thing I now wish to be rid of?
im holding on to anything i have of you because im afraid of losing you forever
HA. exactly how it is. should just never have even said it.. it would have been better for both of us
Am I looking at life in the wrong perspective? I feel like my heart is empty, and i desire to fill it, but i can’t because I waste my time trying to fill it with these brief deceptive rainbows. I should be focusing on loving I myself and not being loved.
I will find love to fill the spaces in my heart, but not someone to love me. God is all that I need right now.
